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Monday, April 13, 2009
flipside.

i tried so hard to be the nice one.
yet everytime i try to be nice, it'll end up in yells and quarrels.

i tried to be so hard to be the bear-the-burden one.
yet everytime i do, i'll end up swallowing my own misery.

i know allah give his people the tolerance to one's limits.
yet i feel as though he's pushing me.

i don't blame allah nor anyone.
i have only myself to blame for all the things that i've done
and those that i haven't.

why is it when i have already done something new, then things just come out of nowhere??
haven't i been a good girl?
or am i trying too hard?

im turning twenty-one this year. i have a full-time career.
does this means that i am responsible for everything?

i really can't take it anymore.

*to my family and friends...
i might be on depression and silent mode from now on.
if you don't wish to get insincere answers from me, please don't talk to me.
im begging you.*