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Monday, March 16, 2009
dedication

After a massive break-up with an ex-beau, i spent nearly 3 years being single. Don't take me wrong, i enjoyed that period of being single cause i was busy being a "mother" to my niece and nephew. I still remember the day we exchanged number through my previous blog, it was indeed the day that i hoped something good would come out. We became mutual friends, met up for movies even though we have never ever ever even talked back in secondary school. I only know him as my ex-beau cousin and yuhtee's classmate. Perhaps we are just hi-bye friends.
However, i made a huge move which i vowed not to do so again cause the first time i did, just made me cried my lungs out, feeling all so rejected. But i went against my will and told him that i had feelings for him. And to my expectation, he didn't contact me until 5 days later. I was already feeling despaired, rejected and all so embarassed with my actions. But i got over those feelings and told myself that maybe he wasn't ready for a relationship or maybe he doesn't like me. So, we contact as usual and me, being my usual self, treated him just like any other guy friend. Until one day, i asked him along to watch my cousin's performance and he agreed even though i knew very well that he isn't into those kinda things. That was the day, he held my hands, making me blushed and all so happy even though we were not even together yet. With nothing in mind, he told me that night that he loved me. He loved me. And he made me think of what he wanted, and that was when i told him again, that i had loved him and im still loving him. Today marks the 467th day since we're together and im loving every single moment of being with him. Yesterday adik told me that she has never seen us quarrel or had any big fights. Well, life's like that when you're with Nursaidimu'adzan. &thanks to him, i became more jovial, happy-go-lucky and try to look things with a better sight. Only Allah knows how much i love him and i hope that some day, something even better will come out of this relationship.


from the day you had even longer fringe than i do...

till the day you fetched me from work...

i still love you no matter what.