Sunday, August 31, 2008
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&so, today i couldn't sleep cause of some things that happened the night before, i shall elaborate more later in the post..
i woke up at bout 830am, shit evrything out, changed my bedsheet and then took my bath and asked da out for breakfast..initial plan was to go my mum's plc but he didnt want, so we opted for qi ji instead..i didnt had any appetite with me so i ate only popiah and ice milo despite being damn hungry..then, i thot of walking around tamp alone until my dad said he wanted to walk around also..so we walked together..surveyed some things for my lil kiddos and for ourselves..and dad, without any hesitant, accompanied me shopping..like for the very 1st time ever, my dad became my shopping companion..but i must say, he's got quite a good taste ahh..and since there was no one else to ask, i ask him which colour suits me better..hahaha.i got him a pants since he liked them..then we walked around more and we bounced onto ttik and abg feroz..so we sat down for a cuppa teh tarikk..hehe :)
all in all, i spent bout $150 on my shopping spree for myself only and a few dollars on the rest..gave my parents their monthly allowance which ive promised myself to do so evry month..org lame-lame kate, berkat kasi mak bapak duit..rezeki melimpah-ruah..so ya..hehe :)
moving on, as mentioned in my first few sentences, yesterday i received dead silent cold treatment from someone whom i love so much..i dont hafta mention names lah kk..suppose to meet at 4pm but i ended up reaching at 440pm.so i was late for 40 mins..i apologised but it doesnt seem to make situation any better..when we reached the surface from somerset mrt stn, it was raining cats and dogs..but i was made to walk in the rain because somebody walked in the rain.without any emotion, that somebody didnt even stop to look at me who didnt had my head covered by anything..a cap is better than nothing pe kann..we missed the show, so we went back to the train stn to dhoby ghaut to watch at grand cathay instead.i thought things would be better by then but nothing seems to get any better.its the same like im walking all around alone, let me repeat ALONE..
it was my fault for reaching very much later than the promised time but i apologised and i didnt do it intentionally..im not that kinda person who would make some other people wait for me that long.but due to some unforeseen circumstances, it happened..yesterday's outing was the most stupidest outing i ever had with that someone, i did a stupid thing by coming late and not informing that person early. &to make things worse, it was my fault, but i made it looked as though its not my fault..
**you know, sometimes, when somebody commits a mistake, he/she will apologise and hope that the matter would be settled there and then and dont let it spoil the rest of the day..but you took it too hard that i could actually feel you didnt had the mood to watch movie nor walk around with me..i thought that since it was gonna be ramadhan soon and you are going away for some time, i wanted to spend the night with you and make you feel happier than you have always been..but i couldnt do that..im sorie once again for spoiling your day.im too used to having the happy you around me that when u turned ur back and you didnt call me, i almost breakdown and cry..i shall discontinue now for we are fine and evrything is back to normal, i think..**
