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Friday, December 7, 2007
yeahh...

I FEEL SO USELESS OK...
IM SO USED TO WORKING AND NOW THAT IM NOT WORKING, I FEEL DAMN F**KED-UP AND USELESS..IM OLD ENOUGH TO BE WORKING BUT IM JOBLESS.NOW IM REGRETTING QUITTING MANGO..I MISS THE ENTIRE PEEPS AT MANGO.SERIOUS..JUST NOW MAMA ASKED ME IF IVE ANY MONEY LEFT AND I SAY I DONT LAHH..WAHPIANGS!!!IM SUCHA TERRIBLE DAUGHTER AND SISTER.IVE LOTS OF DEBTS.I HAVE MY HP BILLS PLUS WHATEVER I OWE TO MAMA AND TTIK.DAMN!!!CAN I KILL MYSELF?!
NINA AND ADEQ BDAE IS COMING UP.I NOE WHAT TO GET FOR THEM BUT IVE NO MONEY.WHICH MEANS, IM UNABLE TO GET THEM KAN.I FEEL DAMN SHITTY SIAK..IM IN DESPERATE NEED OF A JOB OK..LIKE I TOLD TTIK, I FEEL WEIRD WHEN MAMA GAVE ME SCHOOL MONEY CAUSE ITS BEEN LONG SINCE MAMA GAVE ME SCHOOL MONEY U NOE..I FEEL SO IRRESPONSIBLE TOWARDS MYSELF AND THOSE AROUND ME.I JUST FEEL LIKE IM BEING SELFISH...ARGHHHH!!!!SERIOUSLY, CAN I STAB MYSELF?!!