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Sunday, December 9, 2007
its about trust.

Sometimes i really wonder why it is so hard for my parents, esp my mum to get it right into her head that im 19years old going 20 next year...
shouldnt i be able to get my freedom??
have i no right at all??
yeahh..some of you might be thinking that she is worried cause im a lady but please lah..for once get a hold onto reality...

Never have i lied to her whenver i wanna go out.in fact i tell her who im going out with and where im going and what im gonna do..im just so disappointed with her..she doesnt seem to be hapie whenever im going out..its not as if evrytime i go out, im going with a different guy.im not sucha digger ok!!!

just so you noe Mama, i dont lie nor do i do things dat will blackmark u and Baba..i thought you could have seen those good qualities that i hold but you still dont get your own daughter right..im sorie to say this, but if i dont have the priviledge to go out often, then i think Adeq shoudnt have that priviledge too...its just effing unfair ok!!! do i have to lie to you Mama?? do i have to tell you dat ive tarian on that day just so that i can go out?? i know im not as dependent as compared to Big or Ttik and i may not be as manja as Adeq.but at least i can stand on my own...

who do you go to when u feel angry and u need sumone to talk to??
who is the person who rarely make you worried?
who is that girl who calls you even at midnight to tell you that she'll be out late??

and Adeq, please lah...for once pls act like ur a younger girl than i am?? dont i deserve some respect from you as the older sis?? why wont you listen to me?? i think i have been quiet for too long already..i dont wish to spank you cause i think ur wise enough..and also, ive lied to much for your sake...you go out with others and u tell Mama something else...do you really think dats doing ME any good?? i cant believe that i have to lie for your sake bit when it comes to my turn, i have no courage to lie....i can be that selfish backstabbing bitch if you want me to.but i choose not to..cause i dont see a point having a quarrel with you...im juzt f**king lazy!!!

i dont wish to bring this matter up in this post.but someone and something just urge me to do so...im sorie to those ive mentioned.but u guys have really broked my heart