Sunday, November 18, 2007
thinking...
its come to my notice that sometimes i get carried away too easily..im having a mixture of feelings right now..im scared..im afraid that even though he seems near, yet im still unable to have him within my reach..im not pointing fingers at anyone but sometime, some people just cant see others happy and they will find any means of ways to create a scenario btw 2 people..
its hard 4 me to say here..i noe he's reading my posts in silence..thats why i have to be carefull of what i say cause i dont wanna say things that can cause a ceasefire..
im thinking a lot but i cant seem to put these thoughts into words..but i think i shall wait and see if he mention anything to me in future..otherwise, i shall just keep my mouth shut..