Sunday, January 24, 2010
the one.
without a doubt, you're the bestest boyfriend anyone can ever ask for.
despite being a mischievious girlfriend, you're still very patient with me.
i know things may not stay the same as before after the wrongs that i've done.
im really sorry for all that i've done to you.
sometimes i feel like i don't deserve someone as good as you but i love you too much to even think of the impossible.
the last few days have been disastrous for me as it may have been for you.
im really very sorry for letting you down and i hope that things will go back to normal asap.
i love you very much bby!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
...
trembling with fear.
clouded with guilt.
please let me untangle my own misery.
i don't wanna hurt nobody.
kumenangis, membayangkan, betapa kejamnya diriku atas dirimu.
clouded with guilt.
please let me untangle my own misery.
i don't wanna hurt nobody.
kumenangis, membayangkan, betapa kejamnya diriku atas dirimu.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
2010.
it's a brand new year but the same old me.
well, not really the same old eidah though. im trying be a better person and use my maturity wisely. dats prolly one of my resolution for 2010.haha!
anyway, i didnt celebrate the closing ceremony for 2009 simply because i fell sick on that day and also because i had no mood whatsoever. however, i welcomed 2010 with a cycling trip to ubin with my fellow cliques. needless to say, despite the hot scorching sun, i had uber fun cause its been awhile since i last cycled.
apart from all the fun i had, i really really miss iker.
i wished he was there at ubin with me, you know like a source of motivation for me to cycle up that steep slope w/o actually pushing it up instead.
or perhaps witness the eclipse with me at changi beach with his arms wrap around me to cover me from the cold..haizz.
sad but true, i actually closed my eyes to imagine that he was there with me :'(
six months is no joke lah kan..this truly sucks! like sucks to the core!!
i will not forget we talked about last night cause that's something i will definitely look out for as soon as i see you step out of the arrival hall..
i might just break though.
anyway, i didnt celebrate the closing ceremony for 2009 simply because i fell sick on that day and also because i had no mood whatsoever. however, i welcomed 2010 with a cycling trip to ubin with my fellow cliques. needless to say, despite the hot scorching sun, i had uber fun cause its been awhile since i last cycled.
apart from all the fun i had, i really really miss iker.
i wished he was there at ubin with me, you know like a source of motivation for me to cycle up that steep slope w/o actually pushing it up instead.
or perhaps witness the eclipse with me at changi beach with his arms wrap around me to cover me from the cold..haizz.
sad but true, i actually closed my eyes to imagine that he was there with me :'(
six months is no joke lah kan..this truly sucks! like sucks to the core!!
i will not forget we talked about last night cause that's something i will definitely look out for as soon as i see you step out of the arrival hall..
i might just break though.
