Saturday, December 26, 2009
what?!
i've been pretty lazy to update since i started work.
but here i am, nothing much to update except for the fact that,
i miss my boyf very much!
&
no matter how far he is, my heart still belongs to him.
i love him and only him.
so if you see any discrepancy in my fb pictures, please do not make assumptions!
if you're unsure, ask me personally and i'll be more than glad to give you an explaination.
but here i am, nothing much to update except for the fact that,
i miss my boyf very much!
&
no matter how far he is, my heart still belongs to him.
i love him and only him.
so if you see any discrepancy in my fb pictures, please do not make assumptions!
if you're unsure, ask me personally and i'll be more than glad to give you an explaination.
Friday, December 18, 2009
never alone.
15.12.2009
our second anniversary together.
our second anniversary together.
surprise gift from iker.
my heart bracelet.
interlinking heart pendant.
dear you...thank you for the wunderfull gifts.
thank you for your everlasting love.
despite all odds, we're still standing strong.
i love you very much!
now that we're two, let's go for three :)
i miss you :'(
Friday, December 11, 2009
of batons & flexicuff....
ica sp 20/2009.
abang-abang berg tak menjadi ;)
ladies with mr khalid.
yan.wanie.adib.mad.naz.eidah.nat
b.u.c
fierce officers-to-be :)b.u.c is freaking tiring. my backbone is calling for help already.
overall, i had lotsa fun learning all the different moves. 2 more days to go and its back to the classroom. & now im really looking forward to the b.f.t.
oh and woodlands, here i come!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
his name is...
people often ask me how i was able to cope when iker left for brunei for his national service posting. on top of the overseas posting, it was also about the duration of his stay there.
usually i gave them a simplified answer - 'only god knows'.
on a serious note, i have to admit, it was never easy. not just for me, but for him too. during his confinement period, which is by the way, only two weeks, i already "suffer" for being away from him. so try to picture, just how much more i had to go through when i found out that he has to leave for brunei for a year. well, i may have said this before, but to those who have yet to know, it was never easy for me. let me emphasize, it was never ever ever easy for me :(
being apart from iker was one of the worse case scenario i have to go through. it was something that i have never imagined. it was quite a struggle for me at the start of his overseas posting, but with determination and motivation, as well as advice from my friends, colleagues and of course, iker himself, i was able to cope not being with him for the longest time ever. no doubt, once in a blue moon, i'll find myself in a daze or tears will start falling down my cheeks.
bby, remember the "incident" that happened while u were back here for your home leave? i was being sucha a nuisance for showing attitude to you. & the reason i gave you - sbb eidah jealous lah, what else kan?? haha :p
well, i actually lied. the truth is i was never jealous, i know how close your relationship is with your friends. it was pure selfishness. yes, u got that right. i was selfish over you. you might be wondering why im being selfish. reason being, you are away for such a long time, so when i know that you are back, i wanted you all to myself. i was selfish for your company. being away from me was by far the worse thing that you have done to me.
i'll keep my faith and wait for your return.
i love you.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
sikit-sikit je.
a glimpse of my new phase of life.
secondly, i miss this boy real badly :'(
