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Monday, August 24, 2009
DEAR IKER.

IT'S BEEN NEARLY 2MTHS SINCE IKER IS AWAY.
I MUST SAY THAT I REALLY MISS THAT DUDE.
HE, WHO NEVER FAILS TO BRING JOY TO MY WORLD.
HE, WHO NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME SMILE WITH ALL THOSE SWEET SMSES.
&OF COURSE, FOR ALWAYS TELLING ME HOW MUCH HE LOVES & MISSES ME

ONE MTH BEFORE HE LEFT FOR BRUNEI, WE HAD A LIL ARGUMENT. THAT INCIDENT HAS BEEN LINGERING IN MY MIND SINCE THE DAY HE TOLD ME HE'S NOT GONNA BE AROUND FOR LONG.

THE 1 THING I LEARNT, DO APPRECIATE THE TIME SPENT WITH YOUR DEAR ONES. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THEY'RE GONNA LEAVE YOU EVEN IF ITS NOT FOR FOREVER. LET THEM KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM OR ASK HOW THEY DO TODAY. CAUSE UNLIKE IN CERTAIN STORIES, YOU CAN'T REWIND YOUR LIFE.

DEAR IKER,
YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME.
I LOVE YOU.
Friday, August 21, 2009
...

those tears felt like lead on my cheeks.

guess, i hafta give up my own happiness for the sake of others.

Friday, August 14, 2009
mellodrama

she can nvr part from her beloved parrot.

well, she's just camera-friendly :)

what can i say, she's aka miss mentel.

see her eyes. o.o

she's quite flexible.

daddy's lil miss sunshine.

shamella has the same pose when she was bout nayli's age. haha!!

i asked her, " what's ur parrot's name?"
she simply replied, " hmm..parrot name is parrot, burung and bird.."
HAHAHA!! cute ar whad?!

she calls me horsey :)

Monday, August 10, 2009
LOVE.


i had to ask him to smile &he did.
just for his lovely gf...hehehe :)


*sings*
"&i don't care what they say, im gonna be with you,
im gonna be with you, im gonna be with you"

oh ya, im proud to say, that beret was seasoned by your truly :)
thank you thank you!!

i try my best to catch up with this dude everyday.
&im well entertained even though he's nt physically here.
what can i say, this guy is a born-talented joker.
&i love him to bits.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
dork!


im in love with iker and im a dork!!

hahaha!!
i love amanda bynes :)
u shud catch her in "sydney white"
slumber abis..

but right now, i miss iker real bad.
like really really badly.

this sucks!
Monday, August 3, 2009
my sunday.

I spent almost the whole Sunday, sitting at home like a goody-two-shoe girl, chatting away with iker. I was left all alone at home, cause I wasn’t wanted by anyone at that particular time.

After hours of chatting, we both went offline and continue texting after iker’s staff parade. That was when we had our open talk. As usual, I was the one who initiated on the topic and I got interested with what iker had to say. He also thinks that this is the time where we should share things and be frank with each other. Well, I just had to agree with him, afterall I like it that way too.

Dear you,
I know ive said this to you before.
But thank you dear for being honest and answering all my questions.
By telling me all those stuff, you made me entrust you more with this relationship. My feelings for you has never fade even with you telling me all those facts. It doesn’t hurt a wee bit for me cause I want to know it best from you, rather than having people telling me anything. I love you!

Okaay now, let fate decide.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
fcuk.

when he's here, you complain.
when he's not here, you also complain.

seriously, get ur mind set on one thing can??
im dead sick of ur total bullshit.