
dear iker,
happy 20th birthday sweetheart!!
no bday gifts for this year, yet, cause ur in some faraway land. :p
semoga allah panjangkan umur, murahkan rezeki..
please tkmo naughty2 kat situ, sekali je cukop ahh..
otherwise u'll receive a silent treatment from me :/
anw, i hope that wherever you are, you're happy and living life to the fullest!
i'll see you on ur home leave.which is prolly still a long way 2 go.
but its okaay. ur motivation words seems to work well on me :)
&dnt worie too much bout ibu, she's fine :)
i love you okaay.
xoxo
i think ur company blom byr internet bill, dats why got connection problem.hehehe :p

well, this is a small insight of what she had gone through...
Ptosis may be present at birth (congenital) or appear later in life (acquired). Congenital ptosis is usually a result of improper development of the levator muscle responsible for lifting the upper lid. There are several causes of acquired ptosis. Among them, the most common cause in the stretching of the levator muscle, due to the ageing process. It is not uncommon to develop ptosis after cataract surgery which can sometimes cause the attachment of the already weakened muscle to stretch further.
Occasionally, an injury to the nerve that stimulates the levator muscle can also cause ptosis. Rarely, ptosis may be the first sign of myasthenia gravis, a condition in which body muscles tire easily.
Ptosis is treated surgically. The main goal of surgery is to elevate the upper eyelid to permit a full field of vision, and attempt to achieve symmetry when the patient is looking straight ahead. Patient with congenital ptosis will still have a drooping lid on up gaze and the white of the eye (sclera) will become visible on down gaze. There may also be inadequate lid closure during sleep.
nw fucking idiotic sak. oh and quite a temperamental guy. just like me. cb!
he almost beat his sister just now :(
IM FREAKING SHAGGED!!
I NEED MY REST!!
I WAS LITERALLY DRAGGING MY FEETS TO WORK TODAY.
&I KNEW I WAS GONNA EXPECT A SLOPPY EIDAH IF IVE NO ENERGY SO I BOUGHT REDBULL. YOU SEE, EIDAH & REDBULL REALLY DOESNT GO WELL TOGETHER.
EVRYTIME I OPEN A CAN OF REDBULL, I FELT LIKE PUKING AND TASTING IT JUST MAKES IT WORSE. ITS LIKE ANTIBIOTIC AND MAPLE SYRUP MIXED TOGETHER. EWWW!!
THE 1ST TIME I HAD REDBULL WAS IN 2007 WHEN I HAD TO TAKE MY NAPFA TEST. &TODAY MARKS MY 3RD CAN OF REDBULL. HEE :)
ONLY IKER KNOWS HOW MUCH I DESPISE REDBULL. IT SUCKS!!
YET ANOTHER TRAINING TODAY. EIDAH TIRED LAH KAN!!
i miss iker very much :'(
being part-time single really sucks big time!!
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for a short leisure trip with his other colleagues.
eidah is stuck here at work with more work piling,
waiting for her to review and such.
i shall show u guys evidence once ive uploaded the pictures.
&iker thinks my pms for this mth stinks.
cause i get angry over small things.
dats absolutely true, im sulking all the way :(
&dats so not sahidah ehk.
*i wanna watch harry potter & crank!! calling for abg feroz and ttik!!
its been long since korang belanje eidah wayang kan :)**
the blood's nt out, my pms is on.
i was told there's tarian today, so i packed evrything last night despite being sleepy.
only to be told dat there's no training today.
cibai!
i think i shud just give up on them!!
fuck!
sial!

what can i say, they are magnificent girlfriends.
from sengkang swimming complex to sentosa to vivo & ehub..
with great company, im never alone =)
IM LEFT WITH A BADLY BLISTERED PAIR OF FEETS.
&TO ADD TO THE AGONY, I FELL IN THE TOILET IN THE MORNING AND FELL DOWN ON MY KNEES. NOW IM LIKE HALF TEMPANG LAH KAN.
I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT HAVING MY DANCE TRAINING & PRACTICAL BACK2BACK ISNT A GOOD IDEA AT ALL. CAUSE IM ALL SHAGGED AND EVERY MUSCLE HURTS. NOT TO MENTION THAT THE DANCE WE PRACTICED FOR LAST NIGHT CAN DEFINITELY MAKE ME LOSE WEIGHT BY END OF THE MTH.
OH YA, TONIGHT IS MY 1ST PRAC 3 & NOE DEEP DOWN THAT IM NT GONNA MAKE IT THRU THE 1ST ROUND, SO EIDAH BEING KIASU HAS ALREADY BOOKED ANOTHER SESSION DUE NEXT MONDAY (13.07.09). FOLLOWED BY ANOTHER HECTIC TRAINING THE FOLLOWING DAY.
MY OH MY, LIFE CAN GET REALLY BITTER.
& MY LAPTOP IS HEALTHY ALRDY.
CANT WAIT TO GET IT BACK SO I CAN WEBCAMMY-CAM WITH IKER.
OH I MISS HIM ALRDY!!
SIDE TRACK A BIT.
I THINK IM CONFUSING SOME PPL AS TO WHETHER I WEAR TUDONG ANOT.
LET ME JUST GET THIS STRAIGHT: YES I STILL WEAR TUDONG BUT AT TIMES I DONT. BUT ITS NOT LIKE IM WEARING OBSCENE CLOTHINGS & SUCH. FURTHERMORE, MY BELOVED PARENTS HAS NVR COMMENT ANYTHING BOUT THIS, SO I CAN ASSUME THEY ARE TOTALLY FINE WITH ME BEING THIS WAY.
SECONDLY: IKER IS AWAY TO BRUNEI FOR A YEAR BUT WE ARE STILL, LEMME MAKE IT CLEAR, WE ARE STILL TOGETHER, IN FACT, I THINK THE DISTANCE IS SOMEHOW MAKING US CLOSER AND STRENGHTENING OUR RSHIP. SO, TO SOME NON-RATIONALE, CANNOT-USE-THE-BRAIN GUYS, PLEASE!! YOU CAN FLIRT ALL YOU WANT WITH ME, BUT GET THIS RIGHT INTO UR BRAIN, DNT EVEN THINK OF HAVING A SCANDAL-AFFAIR WITH ME CAUSE IT AINT GONNA HAPPEN. IT JUST SHOWS HOW MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE YOU ARE, WHICH IS WHY UR STILL SINGLE OR MAYBE NOT. MAYBE UR CHEATING BEHIND UR GF'S BACK. DAMN DUDE, GROW UP!
knnccb!!
on a lighter note, i finally changed my handphone.
so now im happily using nokia e63.
i can even use msn on-the-go.
hahahahaha =))
eidah is a happy happy girl.yey!!

the above was the last picture taken together before iker has to leave for brunei.
for your record, eidah has been totally fine!
yes, i do miss iker very much but no, i didnt shed a tear. nt yet atleast :)
its been almost 7days now.which means we have 358days away before we can meet.
hmmmmmm...
i didnt say it was gonna be easy, but i'll get through it.
what's a relationship without a wee bit of hardship right?
eidah misses you and she loves you alot okaay.
otherwise she'll just go 2 slp instead of waiting for u at msn kk..
xoxo