Sunday, September 28, 2008
strength.
love: if you're lucky, we can only meet over the weekends in future..
eidah: huh?!! why??
love: 'cause i sign on for 5years..till 2013..but i need to pass my ippt and go through an interview..i need to buck up on my pull-up and my 2.4km je..
eidah: ohkay..gud 4 you lahh..*wander away*
for a moment, it got me thinking..my oh my, 5years isnt short..but, as his gf, i pray dat love gets thru the interview and pass his ippt..
as i told ttik, if he gets thru the interview well, its not just bout waiting for the 5years to end, but its bout enduring and standing strong with our relationship.its like god is putting our relationship to a test..so its either we do it well or we flunk.
but no worries dear, eidah will always be there to give you moral support..be it physically or emotionally.
&dont be afraid that u'll lose me someday somehow..lets just treasure the times that we have now and enjoy what we have..
i love you and will always do!!!
eidah: huh?!! why??
love: 'cause i sign on for 5years..till 2013..but i need to pass my ippt and go through an interview..i need to buck up on my pull-up and my 2.4km je..
eidah: ohkay..gud 4 you lahh..*wander away*
for a moment, it got me thinking..my oh my, 5years isnt short..but, as his gf, i pray dat love gets thru the interview and pass his ippt..
as i told ttik, if he gets thru the interview well, its not just bout waiting for the 5years to end, but its bout enduring and standing strong with our relationship.its like god is putting our relationship to a test..so its either we do it well or we flunk.
but no worries dear, eidah will always be there to give you moral support..be it physically or emotionally.
&dont be afraid that u'll lose me someday somehow..lets just treasure the times that we have now and enjoy what we have..
i love you and will always do!!!
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
=)
the week that i've been waiting for is here...
finally, after 2 long weeks, i get to meet my super-duper-wackiest boyfriend =D =D =D
1st pitstop: Beach Road to get some of his stuff.
yey yey yey!!!
i cant wait!!!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
pictures.
my heart.my soul
shamella.sahidah
i got it from my mama :)
above all, i still miss my cikopek boyfriend :(
after all the emotional entries, i thot i shud add some spice to my blog :)
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
emosi.
finally, after 3days or so...
nursaidimuadzan called me :D :D :D
i was the house happiest for the night :D
actually, before he called, i cried to myself cause i was missing him badly :(
im quite a crybaby lah kan at times..
but when he called, i was in a state of half-asleep but i still talk with him..
however, his hp had to die when we were at the peak of our conversation..wth?!!
&now i hafta wait till he book-out wich is on 27th Sept..
&im definitely gonna cry again..
nursaidimuadzan called me :D :D :D
i was the house happiest for the night :D
actually, before he called, i cried to myself cause i was missing him badly :(
im quite a crybaby lah kan at times..
but when he called, i was in a state of half-asleep but i still talk with him..
however, his hp had to die when we were at the peak of our conversation..wth?!!
&now i hafta wait till he book-out wich is on 27th Sept..
&im definitely gonna cry again..
Sunday, September 14, 2008
im currently on an emotional breakdown :(
cause i miss nursaidimuadzan badly :(
&to Muhammad Arif, you were nvr my close friend..
but u have been a nice person..
the last time i met him was back in mar '08..
who wud have thot that was the last time im gonna see you..
R.I.P my friend..
semoga Allah merahmati roh-mu.
amiin.
cause i miss nursaidimuadzan badly :(
&to Muhammad Arif, you were nvr my close friend..
but u have been a nice person..
the last time i met him was back in mar '08..
who wud have thot that was the last time im gonna see you..
R.I.P my friend..
semoga Allah merahmati roh-mu.
amiin.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
pissed.
im effing pissed with my manager..im gassing she thinks im a robot..1st she asked me to concentrate on my accounts and the next thing she ask bout my tax work..before i left office yesterday, she showed me the updated master list and say that i have less than 2 months to finish up my tax work cause its supposed to be handed over to IRAS by end of November and she knows that the client will take their own sweet time..like f*#k ah!!!!
so, today i shut myself from the world and concentrate on my work, you can say whatever you want but im not gonna listen cause ive got my things to deal with..i was only paid to do my tax work, i dont mind the additional accounts and admin duties..but puh-leeasee..im not ur f*#king personal asst..knnccb!!! *pls excuse my vulgarities, puase tk batal kan??*
anws, yaa..as ive told love, im so gonna f*#k her if she makes anither noise to me..im so glad today is thursday cause i dont have to see her face for 2days and then its gonna be back to square 1..but thats a diff story altogether..haizz...wat a life ive got.
for example yesterday, i got scolded for something that i was taught wrongly..go and tell that person off ahh..why should i tell him?? i thot ur the manager!!!
okay eidah, have a breather!!!
&i already miss love alot :(
so, today i shut myself from the world and concentrate on my work, you can say whatever you want but im not gonna listen cause ive got my things to deal with..i was only paid to do my tax work, i dont mind the additional accounts and admin duties..but puh-leeasee..im not ur f*#king personal asst..knnccb!!! *pls excuse my vulgarities, puase tk batal kan??*
anws, yaa..as ive told love, im so gonna f*#k her if she makes anither noise to me..im so glad today is thursday cause i dont have to see her face for 2days and then its gonna be back to square 1..but thats a diff story altogether..haizz...wat a life ive got.
for example yesterday, i got scolded for something that i was taught wrongly..go and tell that person off ahh..why should i tell him?? i thot ur the manager!!!
okay eidah, have a breather!!!
&i already miss love alot :(
Sunday, September 7, 2008
here's a lil update on how im going on with my life:
1. WORK SUCKS!!!
~i have officially become my manager's personal assistant w/o applying for the post..sheesshhh!!! its freaking irritating okay..just imagine ur like super busy handling your work and your mgr from behind ask you to do this and that.despite being a super understanding mgr, she sucks my blood..luckily i wasnt fasting the whole of last week due to my mensus otherwise there goes my fast..all thanks to cursing her too muchh..
~i have my tax work which is my main priority at work and i have to complete evrything most prolly by the end of september cause i know my clients are gonna take their own sweet time returning me back all the necessary forms..damnshitt!! think i have lotsa free time at work izit??!! and my mgr is pestering me for this months company's accounts..did i mention b4 that ive to handle my co accounts as well..its not even my job in the 1st place but due to some unwanted happenings, its all being thrown to me..i feel like crying my eyes out last friday when i was doing it..seriously, ive not enough hands-on with the database and now i hafta handle evrything myself..
~can i change my place?? i cant imagine myself sitting at that position for long..i told saidi that i wanted ti call it off and he looked at his watch and started counting the number of days that ive been working there..yeahh..true enuff, its been less than a month but i already cant tahan..i hafta voice it out and i will..some day.
2.R'ship
~let me just press on this issue again..SAIDI IS SERVING THE NATION IN 4DAYS' TIME!!!!!
haizzz..now i hafta cheer myself up when im stressed over work and lift my spirits up when im alone..oh well, i just hafta go by the days all by myself.im gonna be just fine..as ive mentioned b4, my work is gonna take him off my mind for awhile now..
~it seems like ive known love just yesterday cause i think time really flies..whenevr i spend my time with love, i dont want the night to end cause then i know it means its one day away from his confinement..okay, here i go again..
~but but but..im all so happy and excited when love said he shaved his hair and when i met him the other day..hahahahaha :) cute lah sehh..he claims he looks like a clown but i told him dat clowns haf afro hairstyle..but u have the attitude of a clown..hahahaha =)) i havent got the chance to snap a picture of him with his g.i joe hair..but i do, i'll post it up then we can all laugh together aite..hehehe.don't worry dear, ur still my most favourable, cutest, wackiest bf and i love you more today than i do yesterday..
okay, shall stop now..selamat berpuasa evryone!!
Monday, September 1, 2008
Nursaidimuadzan,
I LOVE YOU
i know its random for some, but so what right?!
