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yesterday, 27.12.07, after my work, i went to watch Alvin&The Chipmunks with my one&only dearest, IkerSaidi..its a really hilarious and superly cute movie ok..i had a hearty laugh for the whole show..it was the day full of fights..no.we didnt fight as in fight..we had a game of fight..just act as though u understand even if you dont ok..hahaha..yeahh..and i WON!!!!IkerSaidi LOST to the winning women...wahahahaha...ur sucha bad sore loser my dear...hahahahah...i am looking forward to the next meeting so that you can have the chance to fight like a man...hehe:p i aint afraid of losing.not to you..:) &finally, Iker is employed..enjoy working life dude!! sampai 1 pagi kape?!!








im damn frustrated.
i just wont stop sneezing.
my nose is effing itchy.
my eyes are teary.
is this like a end-of-year sickness symptoms or wat?
how come my bf gets sick only once a year?
its really really damn unfair.

anw.i had tarian practice just now and as usual, Bada change some steps and re-do the formation..i was too weak to do it passionately but i forced myself.trying to act Wonder Woman.haha:)
then Bada informed us that our next practice will be next week Wed till Fri.buat kelakar kape?!i doubt my manager, Davis will let me take an off on Wed and Thurs..he's gonna lecture me if i were to tell him.furthermore, i wud rather go work.at least that way money comes in.and i just finish countimg my pay.and im guessing my first pay can be quite a bomb if i follow the schedule.woohoo..but im not gonna be able to enjoy that much cause i haf lots of debts to pay..maybe my 2nd pay.then i can ask the bf to accompany me go shopping..hahahaha..in the morning the bf got a call from California Fitness regarding this job application of his and he has an interview to attend on Mon.coolness..hopefully you get the job aite darls.

& Mr Nursaidimuadzan..i miss you like siow ok.

its so damn crowded at work yesterday.its like all of a sudden at bout 8pm onwards the crowd came in drastically...from 5 till 745pm, it was dead quiet ok..but when the crowded came in, i got so tired.i wish there are other staff there.just imagine having to serve a lot of customers and there is only me and my manager.bacin kan..
even the customer i served got kinda shocked when she found out its just the 2 of us.its a big outlet yet only 2 staff doing late shift.wahpiangs..nak aku mati agaknye..but so far so good.the staff there are nice people.they have to shower me with love cause im the youngest there.again..but believe it anot, there are only a total of 5 staff working including me..damn little rite..
and being the only G2 BLACK LABEL boutique, the standard is very high..ur service has to be excellent and very fast.but to tell you the truth.the shop is big but the store is really damn small ok..its like a jungle in there.u haf to bend here and there.dah lah, all the coats and blazers are heavy, when its too high up 4 me, terase tangan mcm nk putus siol.&thanks to my climbing skills experience at MANGO, i didnt use the ladder to climb.i just climb on the fixtures and use the walls to support me..hahaha...
the management is good.very nice people.they help me adapt to the working condition easily..though theres still lots more for me to learn..and also thanks 2 my senior, Siew Chin, dat i know hoe to tie a tie..hahaha..finally man..otherwise i feel like a kental not knowing how to tie a tie and yet work at sucha shop.hehehe..

anyway, i would like to take this opportunity to wish all muslims..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!!

ok.bye kambings!!!

so, last Sat, 15/12/07, i went to Nina's chalet with the adeq and we had super soaring fun..we took lotsa pics and we talked damn a lot ok..including the part where im bullied by them who happen to be years younger than me..wat made it sumhow or rather worse is, my makcik, Bikna, said dat i looked like the adeq and my sis looked like the kakak..wahpiangs..

anyway, today happen to be Nina^sky bdae...so..
hapie bdae to you.
hapie bdae to you.
hapie bdae to nina^sky.
hapie 16th bdae to you.

may you get all the happiness u deserve in this life.live life to the fullest.&u should know by now that im behind you.ur a very motivated lady despite having sum hardship to go thru..dont let others belittle you aite winning women...

till then, readers..go ahead and enjoy the pics..
so, yesterday, i went to watch RP Odyssey with Iker which featured my wunderfull cousin, Abdul Kholiq Bin Sapie..hahaha...its a very slow yet meaningfull show..it almost tears to my eyes seeing others suffer..im consider lucky to be on dis earth and safely surrounded by huge countries..anyway, cuzz, i really didnt noe you can dance.wahpiangs..i must tell evryone sehh..heheheh...ur talented dude..dlm diam kape??hehehe:p

and yesterday, something else happened..
with just a snap of the finger, somehow or rather, im no longer single..yaynesss!!!
it happened quite fast without any warnings seriously...
what made yesterday, wunderfull was, he held my hands..i noe for some, its nothing but to have someone like him is truly magical..serious.
he sent me home as usual.and he msged me when he reached home.dat was when, the conversation started..
he told me dat he has fallen for me.awww..aint dat sweet..hehe:)
i swear i was blushing and hapieness was hugging me ok.what could really be better than have a guy to confess to you their feelings huh?!
well, theres more that he said, but i shall just keep them for myself..
which means, yesterday, 15/12/07 marks a really wonderfull day for me.

Just so you know, ur appearance in my life has worked wonders.im totally happy and am still in a state of lostness cause its been long since im alone.i hope i can make you happy as much as u have made me happy..ive longed for this kinda happiness.serious..i love you just the way you are.now, ur officially mine and no one can take you away from me without any valid reason..anyhows, ILOVEYOU!!!
Yesterday, i went to watch The Tattooist with Iker..the supposed to be horror movie isnt terrifying at all..hahaha..i have to admit, i did closed my eyes but not because im scared but that 'orang minyak' really look disgusting..serious.then after the movies, we walked..hell yeahh..we walked from Tamp to Simei..hahaha..we talked a lot.we laughed a lot.in a simpler term, i enjoyed his company and he drives me nuts..

oh boy.
can you please not make me daze??
can you please try not to get into my mind all the time??
can you please just dont make me blushh??

just for once, hold me tight and cover me from the cold.
let me feel the warmth you behold.
grab my hands and dont let go.

im in love with you.if thats ok with you.
Sometimes i really wonder why it is so hard for my parents, esp my mum to get it right into her head that im 19years old going 20 next year...
shouldnt i be able to get my freedom??
have i no right at all??
yeahh..some of you might be thinking that she is worried cause im a lady but please lah..for once get a hold onto reality...

Never have i lied to her whenver i wanna go out.in fact i tell her who im going out with and where im going and what im gonna do..im just so disappointed with her..she doesnt seem to be hapie whenever im going out..its not as if evrytime i go out, im going with a different guy.im not sucha digger ok!!!

just so you noe Mama, i dont lie nor do i do things dat will blackmark u and Baba..i thought you could have seen those good qualities that i hold but you still dont get your own daughter right..im sorie to say this, but if i dont have the priviledge to go out often, then i think Adeq shoudnt have that priviledge too...its just effing unfair ok!!! do i have to lie to you Mama?? do i have to tell you dat ive tarian on that day just so that i can go out?? i know im not as dependent as compared to Big or Ttik and i may not be as manja as Adeq.but at least i can stand on my own...

who do you go to when u feel angry and u need sumone to talk to??
who is the person who rarely make you worried?
who is that girl who calls you even at midnight to tell you that she'll be out late??

and Adeq, please lah...for once pls act like ur a younger girl than i am?? dont i deserve some respect from you as the older sis?? why wont you listen to me?? i think i have been quiet for too long already..i dont wish to spank you cause i think ur wise enough..and also, ive lied to much for your sake...you go out with others and u tell Mama something else...do you really think dats doing ME any good?? i cant believe that i have to lie for your sake bit when it comes to my turn, i have no courage to lie....i can be that selfish backstabbing bitch if you want me to.but i choose not to..cause i dont see a point having a quarrel with you...im juzt f**king lazy!!!

i dont wish to bring this matter up in this post.but someone and something just urge me to do so...im sorie to those ive mentioned.but u guys have really broked my heart
i eat.
i shit.
i eat.
i shit.
i eat.
i shit.

frust tau.nothing seems to stay in my tummy.im always hungry.even now im hungry.
its good cause its one way to lose weight.but its effing frustrating whenever i have to head for the loo straight after i eat.damn!!!can i just wear pampers??!!

&just now i received a call from my ex-manager, Serene.she wants me to come back and work for her.she is offering me the same rate but only on wkends..im kinda fickled-minded right now.cause i hate the MENDAKNESS...so, i guess i just have to push that away.im sorie Serene..ur nice but others are not.they just take advantage of me.ok chaoo!!!
I FEEL SO USELESS OK...
IM SO USED TO WORKING AND NOW THAT IM NOT WORKING, I FEEL DAMN F**KED-UP AND USELESS..IM OLD ENOUGH TO BE WORKING BUT IM JOBLESS.NOW IM REGRETTING QUITTING MANGO..I MISS THE ENTIRE PEEPS AT MANGO.SERIOUS..JUST NOW MAMA ASKED ME IF IVE ANY MONEY LEFT AND I SAY I DONT LAHH..WAHPIANGS!!!IM SUCHA TERRIBLE DAUGHTER AND SISTER.IVE LOTS OF DEBTS.I HAVE MY HP BILLS PLUS WHATEVER I OWE TO MAMA AND TTIK.DAMN!!!CAN I KILL MYSELF?!
NINA AND ADEQ BDAE IS COMING UP.I NOE WHAT TO GET FOR THEM BUT IVE NO MONEY.WHICH MEANS, IM UNABLE TO GET THEM KAN.I FEEL DAMN SHITTY SIAK..IM IN DESPERATE NEED OF A JOB OK..LIKE I TOLD TTIK, I FEEL WEIRD WHEN MAMA GAVE ME SCHOOL MONEY CAUSE ITS BEEN LONG SINCE MAMA GAVE ME SCHOOL MONEY U NOE..I FEEL SO IRRESPONSIBLE TOWARDS MYSELF AND THOSE AROUND ME.I JUST FEEL LIKE IM BEING SELFISH...ARGHHHH!!!!SERIOUSLY, CAN I STAB MYSELF?!!

EIDAH
IM A DREAMER
I LOVE IKER.

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