Friday, November 30, 2007
and more...
nayli.adeq.irfan
well, it happen to be her camera..so, its her photo lah kan..
gay people.
ungku nayli maryani.nenek iah
wassup yaw?!
this is why im HOT!!!
feeling model lah tuu..:)
my super-cute boyfriend.
yeahh..its her again...:p
aint she the sweetest thing or wat?!
sexy people tie ponytails.
yup.shes got the lazy-eye thingy.
barney is purrple what?!
go ahead and stare.i know im cute..
ohh well...
my royal-bitching sister.holla!
sunarty.sahidah
shamella.sahidah
edited by: the adeq<3
the supposed-2-be candid shot..wahahaha:P
hello wunderfull readers...these are actually old pic but i only had the chance of uploading them now cause its at adeq's hp and her system kinda get sot...hahaha..anyway..im here, rotting at home and not doing anything..its just what i specialised in..hehe:p
but my eekends is gonna be full of things..i have a bbq pit 2 go to tomorrow..i hesitate to go at first but mira reli played with my mind and finally i gave in...afterall, i do know a few of her ex-classmates..yupp..then the following sun, i have a wedding performance at Marsiling, its Yayah's kakak sedare wedding and we are dancing zapin and racau..my all time favourite dance..hehehe...
anyway, had tarian practice just now and we practice a few steps for our comptemporary dance and joget sarong..we havent actually come up with a name for the dance..and im already in love with the sarong dance lah seh..its a super mentel dance..hahaha...dancing+mentel=chaos!!!hahahah...im really looking forward for our very 1st and very own dance production lah ehkk..im gonna invite my family, my aunts and uncles.my friends and more people.hhaha..they have to come down and support me tau..hehehe..ok bye!!!
Monday, November 26, 2007
missed...
I MISS THIS LIL PEOPLE LIKE CRAZIE!!!!
U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISSED THEM.I ACTUALLY CRIED THINKING BOUT THEM.THEY ARE TOO ATTACHED TO ME WHEN MY MUM TOOK CARE IF THEM.TIME HAS CHANGED.THINGS AROUND THE HOUSE IS VERY DIFFERENT.THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN UPLIFT THIS HOUSE IS THEM.SERIOUS.I MAY LOOK LIKE IM HAPIE WITH WHAT REVOLVES AROUND ME BUT IN REALITY.IT BITES.THEY SAY "HOME SWEET HOME".I TOTALLY DISAGREE!!NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRIED MY BEST 2 LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK OUT.LETS JUST SAY...*&EVERYWHER I GO.NO MATTER WHAT I DO.IT ALWAYS COMES BACK TO YOU**
THE ONE PERSON BESIDES MY FAMILY.HIM I MEAN.HE NEVER FAILS TO MAKE MY DAY BRIGHTER.THANKS FOR ENLIGHTING MY LIFE.EVEN THOUGH THERES NOTHING BTW US.I REALLY APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT U CARE FOR ME.I GUESS.UR SUCHA HUMOUROUS PERSON WHOM I THINK NO ONE CAN GET ANGRY WITH.UR ALWAYS LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE AND U ASKED TO DO IT TOO.BUT I GUESS IM JUST PUSHING MYSELF.I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.NOBODY KNOWS.NOT EVEN ADEQ.I MAY BE PHYSICALY HAPIE BUT DEEP DOWN WHO KNEW.
I DONT WANT THIS TO CONTINUE ON.I JUST WANT MY OLD FAMILY BACK.DATS ALL IM PRAYING HARD FOR.WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN??PEOPLE ARE TALKING BOUT EACH OTHER AND THEY ACT AS IF THEY FORGET ITS THEIR OWN BLOOD THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT.I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.&IF NOTHING ELSE WORKS.THEN U CAN PUT THE BLAME ON ME.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
enchanted.
i am no longer working for the new company..all thanks 2 some people..they are blood-sucking pretenders.hell yeah!!!anyway, thats not the reason why im blogging...
i went out with adeq, ttik and abg 2 TM to watch movie bt we went to separate theater cause abg didnt wanna watch Enchanted..and yes, i watched Enchanted..its a so-good mivie lahh...go and watch ok beautifull people..its storyline is superb and its totally romantic...in reality, im not so much into very romantic guys but if once in awhile i really like being pampered with their love...hahahaha...something in that movie kinda tells me that there is no such thing as "Happily ever after" cause evryone has problems and no one is perfect..i think dats totally true..i think a relationship isnt all about being happy all the time..i like a bit of quarrels and fights cause i think its from these little arguements that u get to know each others' good and bad side and probably learn from these mistakes to improve ur relationship..i shant be talking bout relationships at this point of time..im probably just disappointing a few other people..i aint perfect myself thats probably why im still single..but wth?!!hahahaha...im a hapie lady.dats good enuf.i guess..anyway, ive talked enuf...bye!!!
Thursday, November 22, 2007
half-hearted
warmify
smile bitch!!!
roxy sehh
2 flashy..
ok bye!!
i had product training at taka just now for my new job of course...and seriously, i almost cried cause i feel like a total alien...im the ONLY malay...am i lucky or wat?! i dunno how long i will last in this job even though the pay is high..its suddenly not my cup of tea...i actually had the intention to cabot from the training...but i noe if i do dat, my bro-in-law will have a bad name..and i dont him 2 lose a client just because of me...anyway, the training ended much earlier than i thot...it ended at bout 730pm den i called my sis and complained to her...den reach home at bout 850pm...and when i reach home, i took lotsa pic of myself..hahaha...tryong 2 entertain myself lah sehh...padahal bsok sde class test...oph man..and i have assignments 2 finish...gosh.im lazy!!! anyhows..im outta words..enjoy the pics...
my mum and adeq left me and dad to rot at home...they went over to Big's place and sleepover..aku jealous ok...i miss my niece and nephew like hell..those big hugs and laughter...goshh...cant wait 2 have my very own kids..hehehe..but seriously, they wont be home till probably Sat ok..what the heck am i suppose 2 do?? i rarely talk with my dad cause we will both be doing our own stuff..
im actually suppose 2 be studying for tomorrow Auditing class test and u noe wat, i cant even remember the 1st definition...damn it!!!lucky 4 me, its only MCQ and fill in the blanks..senang jgk 2 kan..hahaha..i finish school at 12pm tomorrow and might be meeting Ttik and Abg Feroz for a treat at Ramen Ten..hehehe...and i will force them 2 treat me to movies...what shud i do if i stay at home kan...dah mcm lone ranger tau..hehehe..
anyhows..i shall update soon..oh ya, just now my class took class-photo..cant wait 4 the outcome.hopefully its nice..afterall they might be my last class-mates..im gonna miss them.serious..especially my cute monitor(sha, jgn jealous ehk)..hahaha..ok bye!!!
what.the.heck
joget pajong.nupp..nt spelling mistake..dats how its suppose 2 be spelt.
shahila.sahidah
so not ready.thanks ehk Man!!!
perfecto.
Racau Sang Khalifah
aishah.sahidah
i love red.
Fiestari2007.old pic
sahidah.najihah
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im superly hapie and excited at the same time..i know u guys may not care but i really wanna share this good news to all..in my previous blog which i have deleted..i wrote in a post that i have a feeling for this guy and u noe wat...he has feelings 4 me too...hahahahhahahah...how excited can a girl like me get when someone just confessed their feelings to you??
i laughed damn hard once i read his sms..and he actually typed something like dis, "...if its sound funny, you can laugh ur butt out...i kinda haf feelings for you"....hahahahha....i only noticed that he told me 2 laugh my butt out if it sound dumb only this morning on my way to school..but i actually laughed because i cudnt believe my eyes...i was in such a hapie mood dat i went to sleep smiling...hehehehe...crazy i noe..
oh boy, im left speechless..what i have wanted to hear has been fulfilled..i told my sis that i dont need to hear anything else besides those words...and seriously, those words means a lot to me..i wanna get to noe u more and better..you never fail to make me smile or laugh with ur sarcasm and jokes...ive longed to be this hapie eversince my last relationship..at least now i can be certain that my feelings is not one-sided..
its come to my notice that sometimes i get carried away too easily..im having a mixture of feelings right now..im scared..im afraid that even though he seems near, yet im still unable to have him within my reach..im not pointing fingers at anyone but sometime, some people just cant see others happy and they will find any means of ways to create a scenario btw 2 people..
its hard 4 me to say here..i noe he's reading my posts in silence..thats why i have to be carefull of what i say cause i dont wanna say things that can cause a ceasefire..
im thinking a lot but i cant seem to put these thoughts into words..but i think i shall wait and see if he mention anything to me in future..otherwise, i shall just keep my mouth shut..
warmify
smile bitch!!!
roxy sehh
2 flashy..
ok bye!!
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
continuation...
my mum and adeq left me and dad to rot at home...they went over to Big's place and sleepover..aku jealous ok...i miss my niece and nephew like hell..those big hugs and laughter...goshh...cant wait 2 have my very own kids..hehehe..but seriously, they wont be home till probably Sat ok..what the heck am i suppose 2 do?? i rarely talk with my dad cause we will both be doing our own stuff..
im actually suppose 2 be studying for tomorrow Auditing class test and u noe wat, i cant even remember the 1st definition...damn it!!!lucky 4 me, its only MCQ and fill in the blanks..senang jgk 2 kan..hahaha..i finish school at 12pm tomorrow and might be meeting Ttik and Abg Feroz for a treat at Ramen Ten..hehehe...and i will force them 2 treat me to movies...what shud i do if i stay at home kan...dah mcm lone ranger tau..hehehe..
anyhows..i shall update soon..oh ya, just now my class took class-photo..cant wait 4 the outcome.hopefully its nice..afterall they might be my last class-mates..im gonna miss them.serious..especially my cute monitor(sha, jgn jealous ehk)..hahaha..ok bye!!!
dead bored..
what.the.heck
joget pajong.nupp..nt spelling mistake..dats how its suppose 2 be spelt.
shahila.sahidah
so not ready.thanks ehk Man!!!
perfecto.
Racau Sang Khalifah
aishah.sahidah
i love red.
Fiestari2007.old pic
sahidah.najihah
Monday, November 19, 2007
think.hapie.thoughts yaw...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im superly hapie and excited at the same time..i know u guys may not care but i really wanna share this good news to all..in my previous blog which i have deleted..i wrote in a post that i have a feeling for this guy and u noe wat...he has feelings 4 me too...hahahahhahahah...how excited can a girl like me get when someone just confessed their feelings to you??
i laughed damn hard once i read his sms..and he actually typed something like dis, "...if its sound funny, you can laugh ur butt out...i kinda haf feelings for you"....hahahahha....i only noticed that he told me 2 laugh my butt out if it sound dumb only this morning on my way to school..but i actually laughed because i cudnt believe my eyes...i was in such a hapie mood dat i went to sleep smiling...hehehehe...crazy i noe..
oh boy, im left speechless..what i have wanted to hear has been fulfilled..i told my sis that i dont need to hear anything else besides those words...and seriously, those words means a lot to me..i wanna get to noe u more and better..you never fail to make me smile or laugh with ur sarcasm and jokes...ive longed to be this hapie eversince my last relationship..at least now i can be certain that my feelings is not one-sided..
Sunday, November 18, 2007
thinking...
its come to my notice that sometimes i get carried away too easily..im having a mixture of feelings right now..im scared..im afraid that even though he seems near, yet im still unable to have him within my reach..im not pointing fingers at anyone but sometime, some people just cant see others happy and they will find any means of ways to create a scenario btw 2 people..
its hard 4 me to say here..i noe he's reading my posts in silence..thats why i have to be carefull of what i say cause i dont wanna say things that can cause a ceasefire..
im thinking a lot but i cant seem to put these thoughts into words..but i think i shall wait and see if he mention anything to me in future..otherwise, i shall just keep my mouth shut..
oowiee!!!
i have to admit.
im dumbfounded.
'cause im on cloud 9.
&you know wat dat means...
im dumbfounded.
'cause im on cloud 9.
&you know wat dat means...
